I feel like a failure most days, most I want to make it all end, some are just numb, somedays I want to lay in bed but I have to get up and take care of my kids. I just want to be normal.
Quickly taking my head over heels in love happiness down to a frustrated, overwhelmed, and exhausted mental health. I lost my bonding time with Oaklan this week. The bonding time that I, unfortunately, was robbed of with Lily and Saige. A bonding experience that I truly never thought I'd ever get to have.